Wednesday, April 18, 2007

late quarter life crisis

It's kind of weird that im 27 and im just starting to have my quarter life crisis. i've always tackled life one day at a time. I've had plans, never long term ones but at least enough to give me a good start in life. i always love to try new things and if you look at what i do, i constantly try to find ways to challenge myself: learn a new language, play a new sport, force myself to write...
yet i take life way too easy. i still don't know what i am going to do with it.
so now... 4 months before my wedding i'm panicking because i don't have any direction.
i like my career but if i could change it i probably would. i love to travel. so anything that will get me to a lot of places and challenge my brain at the same time is great. if only i could find the right job ^_^
a friend of mine once asked me: "what would you be doing today if you didn't have to go to work?"
so starting today i will answer that question. hopefully, i find my answer.
been going to the gym everyday. well, 5 times a week. went swimming last week ad im going wall climbing tomorrow.
but the real question is: what would i be doing if i didn't do all that tomorrow?

btw. please check out chaotic weddings. hehe will probably update that more. i hope.
well... hope is free.